My netball trials were shit O i hope im in that trial on friday .
ill let you know if i get in

My Shopping list !
Axe $300
Car $3500
Bedroom unit $200
Total = $4000
sometimes i wish i was made of money !

AIR HUG :)

and he told me ... "as long as your happy "
thats all i want in life , to be Happy .
Because when i smile , all the shit .
I forget about .
HAPPINESS thats my main goal in life .

I oficailly have my Best friend back !
I went out last night didnt even drink a sip of alchol ! but i had a good night .
Matt dragged me into the ocean but i desrved it !
IM SMILEING AGAIN :)

Its really starting to get to me , its not the same .

I think i just have to have a cry . I need to scream and shout and throw things i need to let it all out ! at the moment he is the only thing thats keeping that smile on my face !

We are going to have chopping practice then go out to this party , im looking forward to it !
Hopefully it will be good fun ! I need fun :)

Somedays i wish i had a big brother .
Yesturday i spent the evening with Willy Nathan and David .
We went chopping and then to touch .
They madde me laugh again , and i really needed a laugh !
We lost our touch :( but we always do .
Serena isnt herself atm and its really starting to get to me , i tried to see whats wrong but i just get the big F**K OFF slammed right back in my face so im leaving her to get over what evers up with her . Sooner or later i hope she will realise im only trying to help !!
Hopefully today is better ! I have a driving lesson after school :)

27th of March :)

I cant wait .

what am i going to say ?

ahhhhhhhh .

If somebody believes in you ,

and you believe in your dreams you can do anything !

HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK
i have way to much Homework !

I went up to the hospital today to visit my auntie , i decided i dont want to be a nurse anymore . Who would want to wipe some old persons ass and help them piss in a pan .
Im not going to put myself thro that !
A farmer sounds cool ?? But can a female do that kind of stuff ??
i think im going to think hard about it .

Had a Okay day today , Serena was grumpy but she came right .
I love her no matter how grumpy she is .

Chopping tommorow afternoon
hope i win me some good money
Today i chopped preety good

Then i had to work ! Grrrrr
But im getting close to my car , i cant wait !

i HATE work !

my boss is a real fuck tard .

He drives me Bonkers !

the only reason im staying is the money .

IM SICK OF THIS SHIT !
cant a chick just be mates with a boy , without everybody asking questions ??

ive been working all afternoon

$110 dollars closer to my car .
I so badley want a dark blue alteza , but im not going to be able to afford it yet . soooo ill get something a little shitteyer !

anything will do .

I have a new braid
Serena did it for me
I love it ...
Thankyou lovely :)

When someone comes along ,

with whom you enjoy

spending the ride with

hold on tight !

TO DO IN 2010 !

i know this list is a little later . I should have wrote it at the start of the year , but im going to make sure i do everyone of these things this year !

-Pass my Restricted

- Get enough money to buy a car

-Get a job

-Go to my 1st Ball :)

-Dont hold back

-Pass NCEA level 1

-PARTY HARD

- Remain BEST friends with Serena

-Carry on writing this blog

-Get 30 followers

-Road trip

-Get fit

-Behave

-Forget about 2009

GIVE EVERYTHING MY ALL

And GO HARD !

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY

He will never come beetween us

i will never let it happen

i fancy him

But i would give up him for you .
I would give up anything for you

We beat those TWINS !

I cant wait too see you again .

SNUGGLES ??

i want to get to know you alot better !

i will see you in Waitomo

under 19's women

CHAMPIONS !

KatiKati 2010 .

Yeyaaahhhh :)

I have got my first follower :)

i guess that means my blog is getting a

little more interesting to read !

Thankyou !

" I want all of you, forever,

you and me, every day. "

-the notebook

PARTY HARD
YOU CAN SLEEP WHEN YOUR DEAD

SHIT HAPPENS
dont let it get you down !

my two Favourite songs at the moment !
breack your heart - Taio cruise
art of love - guy sebastian ft jordin sparks

Went out to One bass last night , it was good fun
Mums boyfriend was funneling with a petrol tube . It was really quiet funny !
Wasnt aloud to drink
got home about ten , serena stayed .
Whatched cars (the movie )this morning !

chopping was average !
in singles i just embarresed myself !
Jill and Jill we couldnt win , Shuan broke our saw . Grrr
Jack and Jill was AMAZING ! serena and willy beat Katikati .
me and Shuan got 4th with a time of 13.27 seconds .

School tommorow , Not looking forward to it !
200 turds (year 9s )
NCEA this year , so i actually have to work !

I NEED TO FIND A JOB , im low on money !
and have a bit of a list of stuff i need !