Everything is going shit for me these days .
What did I do too deserve this ?

IF ITS WORTH IT , RISK IT !

We cuddled .

he made me smile when he pulled silly faces .

I havent been happy this last week .

But you painted that smile back on my face .

Please dont tear it off me too soon .

If you dont like what you see in the mirror ,

you alone have the right to change it.

No one can claim otherwise .

Im sick ... I feel horrible

Im thinking of going on a student exchange .
Canada would have to be my 1st pick .

Dear John is a good movie ,
But i warn you to take a tissue

This is were our school ball is ...

Im so excited !!

WILD and FREE

It takes

seventy-two muscles

to frown,

but only thirteen

to smile.

Isnt this just the cutest photo .

I got my new ID today ,Im happy with it !! its 100 times better than last years .

How could you lie to somebody whos actually doing something good for you ??

These are 7 of the most beautiful girls i know ,

they are all amazing in there own specail ways

and i love every single one of them to bits !

Peni is a brother figure to me.

he beats me up , steals my stuff .

But is still there when i need a helping hand !

Thankyou Peni

Ive never eaten this much chocolate in my life .

DAMBB EASTER ! !

I never knew i could miss somebody so much ..

I just want to cuddle with you

HOLIDAY TIME !!!

I hate seeing your tears

I would rather see your beautiful smile

Hes just a boy . Forget Him

there's enough people other than him that care for you .

I want me happy girl back !

You are BEAUTIFUL dont let anybody else tell you otherwise .

( for some reason i just LOVE this photo )

"I think ive found him "

I know that my Father loves me ,
But why doesnt he make an effort to spend time with me ?

i cannot wait till we are 18 ,
Because at that age my friends and I
will be DANGEROUS .

Im dieting ! Starting from tommorow night .

Would you like you ,

if you meet you ?

She hit me !

"Obsessed by a fairy tale , we spend our lives searching for a magic door and a lost kingdom of peace. "

Today a boy from our school was in tech , somehow he got meth on his body . not knowing he walked near an open flame .He caught on fire . He ran around on our feild still alight as he stoped droped and rolled . then finally somebody put out the flames with a hose . We had fire services and ambulances around the school trying to help him He suffered serious burns all over his body . and was airlifted by Westpac helicopters off our school feild .I hope he is going to be okay .

Ill see you tommorow . I promise

IT FEELS GOOD TO HEAR

SOMEONE SAY,

Take Care

BUT IT FEELS SO MUCH BETTER

TO HAVE SOMEONE SAY,

i will take care of you .

Today i went to Waitangi falls , i jumped off the top and even tho it took alot of guts and abit of a push . It was amazing fun ! I dont think ill ever do it again but now i can say ive done it ! I recommend doing something crazy .

It just felt right

, and alot of the

experiences i

have had have

felt totally wrong !

This is my dress from my year eight social,
I changed it a little .
I like it alot but ,
i just thought i would show it too you .

i am going to get a tattoo like this one .

The more i get to know you ,
the more i like you !

and hunny , you can go from a smile to a frown in seconds !

i think she is Beautiful ...

“I love you
for everything that
you say and do.
I love you
for the happiness I feel
when you are beside me.
I love you
because when you are near,
the whole world is meaningful.”
— Unknown

I really ,really like you !

Serena and I did the FISH AND CHICKS fishing compertiton this weekend ,it was good fun but we caught nothing ! and came home with no prizes except for a few free bee condoms . Hopefully next year will be better .

My favourite song at the moment would have to be
Spotlight by Guccci mane ft Usher !

'Cause the spotlight aint nothing without you girl,
and the dancefloor aint nothing witout you girl .
Your a show stopper Whoaaa

Today i finally sore rain ! I cant remember the last time i did but ... I do love the rain , i love puddels and umberallas ,getting all dressed up with many layers of clothes to keep myself warm and the raindrops when they drip down my face before they fall from my chin to the wet floor below . But most of all i love snuggling under the covers at night whilst listning to the rain patting down on the roof above me ! O i do love winter !

Yupp , i want Long Brown Curley hair .

sometimes i wish hair would just grow quickley !

5 FOLLOWERS
thankyou Joelene and Becky

JOELENE and her Bumfaces .
You make me smile ,
I miss you tooo hunny
x

3 Bad hair days in a row !

Geeee this is starting to anoy me .

Whats happening ?

I wish it would just perfectly ,like the girls in magazines .

NUN NITE EVERYBODY !
sleep tight , dont let the bed bugs bite :)
xox

He puts a smile to my face ,

he makes me feel special .

I love his Cuddles and his kisses !

His names William but i call him Willy :)

and i like him alot .

Everybody knows now . Why ?
why do people make up rumours , why do people spread gossip i HATE it !
and Why do people jugde on your past ?
I have put those nights behind me . Im a new girl i swear !
Im nice believe me , im not scary and im not what people say i am .

And whats meant to happen will happen !

All good things are

Wild and Free !

Sunday ???
Ice chocolate day
Yummmmmie .

An that kid just cant keep her fucking mouth shut .
Its supposed to be a secret ,Ill tell her after the 27th !
I promise !

Apparently some people are unable to get to my blog :(
Why could this be happening ?

I had an amazing day today , i chopped good as and ...
im now TAKEN for the first time in like 4 years :)
Serena is in GOLD Im so proud of that girl !
I got three credits and
had a good ol chat with matt in english . that boy really cares for me
so much just like im a little sisster and i really appreciate that ,
i know he will be there if i need him . Hes a LEGEND .

Meth fucks you up dont anyone dear do it !
we whatched a presantation on it today . Crazy as people scratching the shit out of them till they bleed and puss then they eat the puss cause they think its more meth , thats fucken crazy !!
And Disgusting . Its pretty much LIFE or METH ? If you start you aint going to be alive for much longer .
My advise DONT EVEN START !

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
the whole crew is happy again :)

My netball trials were shit O i hope im in that trial on friday .
ill let you know if i get in

My Shopping list !
Axe $300
Car $3500
Bedroom unit $200
Total = $4000
sometimes i wish i was made of money !

AIR HUG :)

and he told me ... "as long as your happy "
thats all i want in life , to be Happy .
Because when i smile , all the shit .
I forget about .
HAPPINESS thats my main goal in life .

I oficailly have my Best friend back !
I went out last night didnt even drink a sip of alchol ! but i had a good night .
Matt dragged me into the ocean but i desrved it !
IM SMILEING AGAIN :)

Its really starting to get to me , its not the same .

I think i just have to have a cry . I need to scream and shout and throw things i need to let it all out ! at the moment he is the only thing thats keeping that smile on my face !

We are going to have chopping practice then go out to this party , im looking forward to it !
Hopefully it will be good fun ! I need fun :)

Somedays i wish i had a big brother .
Yesturday i spent the evening with Willy Nathan and David .
We went chopping and then to touch .
They madde me laugh again , and i really needed a laugh !
We lost our touch :( but we always do .
Serena isnt herself atm and its really starting to get to me , i tried to see whats wrong but i just get the big F**K OFF slammed right back in my face so im leaving her to get over what evers up with her . Sooner or later i hope she will realise im only trying to help !!
Hopefully today is better ! I have a driving lesson after school :)

27th of March :)

I cant wait .

what am i going to say ?

ahhhhhhhh .

If somebody believes in you ,

and you believe in your dreams you can do anything !

HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK
i have way to much Homework !

I went up to the hospital today to visit my auntie , i decided i dont want to be a nurse anymore . Who would want to wipe some old persons ass and help them piss in a pan .
Im not going to put myself thro that !
A farmer sounds cool ?? But can a female do that kind of stuff ??
i think im going to think hard about it .

Had a Okay day today , Serena was grumpy but she came right .
I love her no matter how grumpy she is .

Chopping tommorow afternoon
hope i win me some good money
Today i chopped preety good

Then i had to work ! Grrrrr
But im getting close to my car , i cant wait !

i HATE work !

my boss is a real fuck tard .

He drives me Bonkers !

the only reason im staying is the money .

IM SICK OF THIS SHIT !
cant a chick just be mates with a boy , without everybody asking questions ??

ive been working all afternoon

$110 dollars closer to my car .
I so badley want a dark blue alteza , but im not going to be able to afford it yet . soooo ill get something a little shitteyer !

anything will do .

I have a new braid
Serena did it for me
I love it ...
Thankyou lovely :)

When someone comes along ,

with whom you enjoy

spending the ride with

hold on tight !

TO DO IN 2010 !

i know this list is a little later . I should have wrote it at the start of the year , but im going to make sure i do everyone of these things this year !

-Pass my Restricted

- Get enough money to buy a car

-Get a job

-Go to my 1st Ball :)

-Dont hold back

-Pass NCEA level 1

-PARTY HARD

- Remain BEST friends with Serena

-Carry on writing this blog

-Get 30 followers

-Road trip

-Get fit

-Behave

-Forget about 2009

GIVE EVERYTHING MY ALL

And GO HARD !

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY

He will never come beetween us

i will never let it happen

i fancy him

But i would give up him for you .
I would give up anything for you

We beat those TWINS !

I cant wait too see you again .

SNUGGLES ??

i want to get to know you alot better !

i will see you in Waitomo

under 19's women

CHAMPIONS !

KatiKati 2010 .

Yeyaaahhhh :)

I have got my first follower :)

i guess that means my blog is getting a

little more interesting to read !

Thankyou !

" I want all of you, forever,

you and me, every day. "

-the notebook

PARTY HARD
YOU CAN SLEEP WHEN YOUR DEAD

SHIT HAPPENS
dont let it get you down !

my two Favourite songs at the moment !
breack your heart - Taio cruise
art of love - guy sebastian ft jordin sparks

Went out to One bass last night , it was good fun
Mums boyfriend was funneling with a petrol tube . It was really quiet funny !
Wasnt aloud to drink
got home about ten , serena stayed .
Whatched cars (the movie )this morning !

chopping was average !
in singles i just embarresed myself !
Jill and Jill we couldnt win , Shuan broke our saw . Grrr
Jack and Jill was AMAZING ! serena and willy beat Katikati .
me and Shuan got 4th with a time of 13.27 seconds .

School tommorow , Not looking forward to it !
200 turds (year 9s )
NCEA this year , so i actually have to work !

I NEED TO FIND A JOB , im low on money !
and have a bit of a list of stuff i need !

Sometime during my life ..

I will drive one of these !

CHOPPING TOMMOROW !
i so hope we can beat those evil twins
we can do it serena
:)

Find a person who is gonna love you, for exactly who you are.

- Good mood, Bad mood, Pretty, Ugly, Handsome.

The right person is still gonna think the sun shines outta your ass.

Thats the kind of person worth sticking with.

- Juno